Strings: Love Sick Melodies

Can you hear my heart as it trembles,
                                 because every time I hear your voice again,
                       I can't help but let it pull on the strings of my heart.

My Chest Throbs.
          I can't seem to find a reason why.
       Why shouldn't I let you stay involved in my life,
                         but why should I let you stay?

We both know I still hold onto these feelings
                                                                             For you.

I can't bring myself to break myself away
                   From your selfishness
                                 that still wants me to stay.
                   I can't find the courage
                                 to be the first to walk away.

You still want to be my friend,
                   and I still want to be in your life,
            but I don't want to end up wanting more.
                   I don't want to hold onto
                        False Expectations
                                    of the Impossible,
                               when we both know it's over

So here I am,
         Listening to your voice on the other line,
  Praying I'll never have to find out
          How my heart will crumble
                               When I see your face again.

It is time
          to let go.
 before I see that face again,
                        I’ll cut the strings to my heart.

Say Goodbye,
              To Our Muted Symphony.